Words to describe it - cruelty, heartless, selfish. What will you react when you are in my shoes? To realise the very person that seems different, unique and great was actually in disguise. I felt disgusted. That every moves, actions or words you said was just merely an act. Your lies had no longer hidden in the corner of darkness, how long did you actually intended to? The truth successfully made its way into me, the victim. My heart loses its balance, and literally breaks into tiny bits, your poison venom had sunk deep and causes it to ache and pain for days. To realise that I had been confuse, lost in the wrong directions, carrying a heavy load I wasn't deserve to. The truth is I never was the apple in your eyes, just a textbook that u hated so much but needed to use it in order to get good grades, the actual one you had set for all this while.

As my mind and focus grows back into shape, my senses came alive, much clearer. Christians are told to be different, to forgive and forget, to not judge for God will judge you too, to love your neighbour as yourself, to love your enemies and do good to those who hates you. Scripture says:
"If your enemy is hungry, give him food to eat; if he is thirsty, give him water to drink. In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head and the Lord will reward you"

Let us follow Jesus. Let us choose love over hatred!