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You spread out the skies over empty space, said "Let There Be Light" Into a dark and formless world, Your light was born You spread out Your arms over empty hearts, said "Let There Be Light" Into a dark and hopeless world Your Son was born                                                                                  -Chris Tomlin Today I choose to escape from this reality for a moment, into the world of music, gospel songs. And countless times, I look upon the sky, I couldn't stop smiling, and express how great, how beautiful, how mighty, how glorious He is. I was ut...
Words to describe it - cruelty, heartless, selfish. What will you react when you are in my shoes? To realise the very person that seems different, unique and great was actually in disguise. I felt disgusted. That every moves, actions or words you said was just merely an act. Your lies had no longer hidden in the corner of darkness, how long did you actually intended to? The truth successfully made its way into me, the victim. My heart loses its balance, and literally breaks into tiny bits, your poison venom had sunk deep and causes it to ache and pain for days. To realise that I had been confuse, lost in the wrong directions, carrying a heavy load I wasn't deserve to. The truth is I never was the apple in your eyes, just a textbook that u hated so much but needed to use it in order to get good grades, the actual one you had set for all this while. As my mind and focus grows back into shape, my senses came alive, much clearer. Christians are told to be different, to forgive and...
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Clicking those links one by one, it leaded me to a different dream, a different fairy tale, a different perspective, a different blog world. I was literally exposed to various writings, amazing, breathtaking stories, testimonies and confessions that touch the deep cores of my heart. Interesting vocabularies that are imply made dictionary visible to me as I cried for help due to the lack of knowledge. It made the dim bulb around me lighted as I go on sentence over sentence. It pulled open my eyes, wider than ever, I was attracted and addicted, I was begging for more of these pleasant materials. And at the end of the long hours, my eyes sore claiming for rest. I lay back closing my eyes, ready for a nap to ease the pain. Well, many thoughts bubbled out before my mind was thoroughly shut down. They were sad thoughts, thoughts that weaken my potential of becoming a journalist, thoughts that question my writing ...