I stand on the chair, stretching out my hands to catch the ball, but once again, it slipped. I looked down with disappointment, I heard the opponent team cheering. I wasn't surprise to see one of my teammates request to switch roles with me, but it was surprising when he suddenly scolded that I'm useless and stupid. The crowded, noisy field turned silent.

I hold back my tears, I never utter a word to anyone, people looked at me with those pity eyes. Well, he said sorry the next day, I nod my head, put on a fake smile and told everyone I'm alright. The truth is, I'm not angry with anyone, but myself. "You can't even run for the ball and you want to make it for the volleyball school team?" "You don't know how to sew a button, how are u gonna married?" "You're weird!" I'm a really sensitive person, every little thing that you do or say, I put into my heart. And I really thank him for saying out loud in the field for me, yes indeed, I'm useless. When it comes to the point, "no, everyone makes mistakes." " You're not useless, nobody's perfect.", none of those words could comfort you, it became just words, liars! I felt weak...

Now, let us look at Jesus, had you ever consider His feeling? How He felt when He has to sacrifice His life for us? Watch as He was betrayed with a kiss. Watch as they arrest Him and His closest friends flee. Watch as they spit on Him and hit Him and crucify Him on the cross. Watch as one final breath slips from His lips, the sins of the world on the shoulders of one man. Yes, watch as He rose again and we all who bow down to Him may be saved!

This God is my God! And with His strength, I know I'm no longer weak but strong. In Him, I'm not useless, I'm more precious than gold and silver, so are you! So GET UP, and praise the Lord! I want to see miracles :)

Comments

  1. r0me [=October 29, 2010 at 11:43 AM

    I'll be there for you if you need someone to talk with ^.*.
    support you . :D
    Practice makes perfect , volleyball X)

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  2. Wee KyeOctober 31, 2010 at 5:53 AM

    haha thks :)

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  3. r u m i nNovember 1, 2010 at 8:36 PM

    Amen. I like this post. Hope you're alright. Don't put on a fake smile for me, okay? 'Cause when you're truly happy, you SHINE! =D BTW, wanna go GY Camp? 8D

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  4. Wee KyeNovember 4, 2010 at 9:37 AM

    haha u never fail to make me smile, I mean the real smile *shiny teeths* Ok, I miss u calling me lame. Grace Youth Camp? Tell me bout the details. :)

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  5. r u m i nNovember 22, 2010 at 5:10 AM

    My teeth shinier. xD Yep, Grace Youth Camp! You said you cannot go? o_o

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  6. ChooiliiingNovember 23, 2010 at 12:12 AM

    Update more girl =)))

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  7. Wee KyeNovember 24, 2010 at 8:33 AM

    Elehhh. Yea, just go and read my msn status.

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  8. Wee KyeNovember 24, 2010 at 8:33 AM

    chooi ling, 0.0 u're reading my blog???

    ReplyDelete
  9. ChooiliiingNovember 28, 2010 at 9:05 PM

    Hehe yeah Wee Kye =)) so GIRL !!! UPDATE !

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