God be the Solution

I stand on the chair, stretching out my hands to catch the ball, but once again, it slipped. I looked down with disappointment, I heard the opponent team cheering. I wasn't surprise to see one of my teammates request to switch roles with me, but it was surprising when he suddenly scolded that I'm useless and stupid. The crowded, noisy field turned silent. I hold back my tears, I never utter a word to anyone, people looked at me with those pity eyes. Well, he said sorry the next day, I nod my head, put on a fake smile and told everyone I'm alright. The truth is, I'm not angry with anyone, but myself. "You can't even run for the ball and you want to make it for the volleyball school team?" "You don't know how to sew a button, how are u gonna married?" "You're weird!" I'm a really sensitive person, every little thing that you do or say, I put into my heart. And I really thank him for saying out loud in the field for me, ye...

Why an apple trying to be like an orange but not being the best apple instead? Hmmm, that's a good question. Yes, why do people always try to be like someone else instead of being the best of ourselves? I guess it is also one of the human nature. We want to be accepted, praised and loved. Once we saw others having it, we tend to imitate them, and of course we'll fail to do so, then we hate ourselves, and all the emo session comes again. *sign* why human life is so susah? Like what Uncle Gan said during cell group. Image is what people cares a lot. Every little thing that ruin our image example my sis showing an ugly photo of me. It's nothing but I get so angry over it and feel like chopping her into pieces. And well, revenge comes along. It's sad to see how one sin could lead to more sins. Like lying, eventually it may lead to murder. And worst, it's hard to control. So, every sin is a big crime. And with only one tiny little sin, we can't get into heave...